I’m not doing as good as I’m capable of doing. But, I’m not doing terrible either. I’m still in a funk, but I seem to be somewhat functioning through it. I am still doing a really good job with food choices. I’m even starting to realize that I like these foods. Lol I am taking the stairs in the parking garage and at school. I’m just not doing my walking at lunch. I don’t always get to enjoy my lunch hour. Sometimes I have to work; sometimes I have homework to do; sometimes I’m just to damn lazy. I have a treadmill at home as well as an elliptical. What are some exercises y’all do at home without machines? Anything?
I would say that I think working full time and going to school full time are the reasons I’m not doing as good of a job, but let’s face it – this ain’t my first time at the rodeo. I don’t really know why I let myself want it, but not go for it. I am my own worst enemy. The ONLY good I am getting out of this is that I am eating better. That is what is helping me to not gain anything (and only lose absolute minimum – ugh). I guess it could be worse. I could be gaining weight. I am REALLY trying to find positive things to look at. Lol
I just need to do it. there’s no secret to my goal. EXERCISE. What the hell is my problem? Why am I setting up my own roadblocks?! What I need is a good kick in the ass. Like I said, same story – different day. L